Coping with Depression, Stress, Anxiety and other Mental Health Illnesses

Its not just hardon it is oenule and testicular shrinkage my balls rverted befire as well * scummy hun *

 

I dk danny idk what the * to do.

I know if I hadnt gone to, ir even left early, that * offuce id still be ok. 46 and no hope of kids now for a few years that hope was there. I despise tbose rodents I took deroquel for sleep there and it * castrated me again. My fault taking that as I hadnt been taking the scrupt for eight years, but unquestionably the sleep issue wouldnt have happened otherwise

 

Aw * man jesus fick man i was a handomse ciny and clever but my life has been * pish man just absolute * pish apart from a fe city breaks. Aw jesusfuckn christ man

Cant evem go in a psych ward this time i just beem in was. * oish and the drugs dont fucming work

Aw * christ man i have ptsd from waking uo and * shrunk and dead

 

2015 good times roland garros anf berlin
2016 berlin and orafie
2017 berlin warsaw vilnius
2018 krakow
2019budapest
Then stsrt taking seroquel
2020 gdansk too seroquel one nighg weaker erections

Aw jesus fuvk man not been away suncd orobavly person

 

Cant getta hardon or a buzz from alcohol

 

Of course you shouldn’t off yourself. You should see a doctor asap though.

 

Because I have been on TRT for years and also experienced for other reasons, complete loss of libido etc so I know how much * like that can * with your head with how you feel and think.

Have you ever had a full blood panel done?

Having a had a look at the post finasteride syndrome sub reddit, it seems a fair few people have had success with what I have mentioned in my original post.

Your hormone system has been trashed by Finasteride, there is ways to fix it, it isn't too late for anything,

 

Edit: I should add, don't just going buying stuff that people have mentioned, need to do your own extensive research.

 

It’ll get better, if you ever want a chat pm ur phone number and i’ll talk to you I’ve been through it all mate. Keep strong mate!

 

Great post that, could be of some help that mate!

 

It's not good to read this stuff on the forum. St Patrick is clearly in need of assistance.

 

Its a great post but im * for the time being.

I cant believe i wa basically recovered on * vitaminns anf minerals so TRT definitely would have worked then.tried it in 2009 and no repsonse * urologist offered me an implant. Although mybfault for not goinh back to him whem I got much better, libido returned etc. It never ovcurred to. Me to go back.

 

Thats kind of you. Hopefully one day im cured somehow.

 

* man i took bog standard vitamins fornyears and felt * thta was thr time to do TRT when I was androgenic. Now this crap. Bicep like a water balloon.

 

Great information from @TimFloyd there mate. No matter how low and despondent you may feel, somone else has been through it before and timfloyd's post shows that it can be beaten. Don't give up hope mate and don't let it get you down, hard as it is. Keep fighting your cause, pester the doctors etc. Keep fighting buddy, no one else is gonne fight for you. Its your life so fight to get some control back. Keep your head up and good luck!

 

Hopefully your post has giving him some hope, maybe he is taking the *, but he could also be telling the truth, a honestly dont know, hes been waffling on for months now, if hes at the end of his tether a wish him the best.

 

Don’t take stuff that messes your head up.It’s fun at the time but in the long run you get dependent on it,your sleeping pattern is * and your temper is just erratic.You're no fun to be around.Cut out energy drinks as well,they’re * poisonous.A few weeks of clean living and you feel better,more positive about yourself and the future.

Don’t be your own worst enemy be your own best *

 

I eat healthy (vegetable salads, cooked meals, I don't avoid meat...), I've taken up physical therapy for my disability during the period of good mood, I don't drink more than 4-5 times per year, or do tobacco/drugs.

But still, as soon as days got longer and temperatures rose, my good mood wore off. Brain is back to its typical thought patterns involving death.

I suppose we are powerless before illness, and ultimately, death. Need to survive work days until Saturday...

 

It's about balance budd, mental health is like waves, where every 7th one is a big one and can knock you on your *. It's about how you react to it when it happens. You within yourself knows the enviable is coming, as its all part and parcel of the cycle of mental health.

No matter how many folk will say do this or do that, unless they've experienced it themselves they really don't know. I always hate someone saying to me 'go for a walk, or got to the gym' if it was that easy I wouldn't be sitting here feeling * lol.

Your doing the best thing though, that's focusing on a positive, no mater how big or small. I deal with it playing pc games city builders, survival games something that just makes your head space go somewhere else for a wee while, not the best way to deal with things but it helps me.

Keep your chin up, and mind there's always someone to talk to no matter what. Hope you feel on the up soon, you'll get plenty of support on here in the meantime.

 

Ironically, I too play games when I'm at home. Not the most healthy way to direct the brain away from envisioning scenarios where I'm spending my last months on Earth, but I agree it works. It's just that the brain hijack usually happens in the morning, when I'm supposed to be at work. These days, I'm without the support of people who help the work move along, so there's a pile-up in my room without me being at fault. I suppose the frustration/feeling of being overwhelmed created the condition that allowed for a return of silly scenarios courtesy of Deathwish Inc. with HQ in my brain.

It was good while the Japan/South Korea World Cup buzz lasted- up till March. Reality is too warm, and it sucks.